loserrrrrrrr...

tido aku tergangu ag..hmm...
it's been a couple of months since she left me..
waking up in the middle of the night
crying..until there is no tears were falling in these eyes..
this dream keep coming on..
how can i ever forget her???..
i hate her!!!..i hate her!!!..i hate her!!!..
do i really hate her?...........

i always knew how to smile just so that they thought I wasn't crying on the inside..
i was ready to drown in the tears i hide..
hanging on to a thread of hope so foreign to me that i sometimes doubted it even existed..
the damage has been done..
i'm sick of the tears..
i'm giving up now but still...
missed her so much..

i tried to find a new one...
but it keep on failing..
i am a very big loser..in love..

come on..keep on trying...

how long??..

sometimes..it make me jealous watching couple walking together, holding hands..happy together,laughing each other..caring,loving each other,sharing..

let it be,man...

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be. - The Beatles  

until today i tried to let it go...



suck..WTF??....